A DAY OUT OF TIME

A DAY OUT OF TIME

WOULD SEEMS SO IMPOSSIBLE

SO UNREAL AND FATAL EVEN

IT WOULD SEEM LIKE TIME IN PAUSE

BUT FOR ME, EVERYDAY IS OUT OF TIME

THE VACUUM YOU HAVE CREATED

DID ONE THING:

IT PAUSED THE TIME

AND CREATED A DAY OUT OF TIME

MORNINGS BY MORNINGS

DAYS BY DAYS

I KEEP THINKING WHY

YOU HAD TO GO NOW

AND NOT SOME DAYS LATER

WHY, WHY, WHY

THE QUESTION KEEPS GOING

BUT THEN I MUST COME TO THE HARSH FACT THAT

YOU ARE GONE AND REALLY GONE

LITERALLY, FIGURATIVELY AND REALISTICALLY

PHYSICALLY, EMOTIONALLY AND LOGICALLY

ALAS, IT WAS JUST A DAY OUT OF TIME

I SAY TO ME

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TWO MINUTES REFLECTION

 

 

 

LIES UPON LIES THEY BE

LOOKING FOR WHO AND WHOM TO DECEIVE

TREADING THE PATH OF EMOTION AND LOVE

GUIDED WITH JEALOUSY AND ENVY

WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGHT?

SO POWERFUL A WORD

SO FRAGILE AN EMOTION

YET STILL APPEALING

LOVE IS SO BEAUTIFUL WE HEAR

CONFUSION AMIDST CERTAINTY WE SEE

FEELINGS SO DEEP AND HURTFUL WE FEEL

ALAS,

EVERYONE FALLING FOR IT

EVERYONE HOPING AND CRYING FOR IT

SOMEONE NEED A BREAK

BECAUSE LOVE IS SIMPLY

“A CAREFULLY DESIGNED LIE”

 

(C) Ogungbesan Michael

GOODBYE ETERNITY

SWIFTLY AND ADRIFT

FLOWN ON THE MORAL BAR OF NOTHING

COLDLY AND UNEXPRESSED

SADLY  AND STILLNESS

MILDLY AND YET NO REGRETS

WAITING FOR YOU HAS

KILLED MY TOMORROW FOR ME

TOOK AWAY ALL MY HOPE AND STRENGTHS

ETERNITY BIDS ME ETERNITY

IT MOCKS ME

SCOFFS AT ME

MAKE A FOOL OF ME

ALAS, THE REALIZATION COMES TRUE

WORDS UNEXPRESSED

THOUGHTS UNGUIDED

ACTION MISLED

ETERNITY HAS COME TO BID ME

ETERNITY

THE HOUR HAS COME THAT

GOODBYE MUST BE SAID

AND GIVE WAY TO

“REALITY”

MEN OF HOPE

IS IT NOT THE TRIALS AND TORMENTS,

THAT MAKES US GIVE UP SO SUDDENLY?

IS IT NOT THE FEAR OF THE UNKNOWN AND OF NOTHING

THAT MAKES US FEEL LIKE WE ARE GOING NOWHERE?

HOW COULD WE EVER FEAR THE UNKNOWN?

AS WE TRANSVERSE THIS WORLD

DEPRESSION, HOPELESSNESS AND OF FEAR

WILL SURELY ARISE

SHALL WE THEN GIVE UP?

GIVE UP FOR NOTHING AND SOMETHING?

SHALL WE NOT STAND UP AND SURMOUNT

THE INSURMOUNTABLE?

SHALL WE NOT FIGHT FROM WITHIN

AND ASCERTAIN VICTORY OF THE TITANS?

THAT TODAY’S HOPE IS FRAGILE

DOESN’T MEANS THAT TOMORROW IS DOOMED

OUR CHEST LOUDLY AND OF DETERMINATION

WE SHALL NOT GIVE IN TO FEAR

WE ARE MEN OF HOPE

AND NOTHING CAN CHANGE THAT

HOPE!!!!



A SAD MEMORY: FROM A BROKEN HEART

 

WHEN YOU CAME INTO MY LIFE, I VOWED THAT I WOULD LOVE AND ADORE YOU ALWAYS, CHERISH AND LOVE YOU UNTIL THE END. I WOULD NEVER LEAVE YOU BECAUSE YOU WERE MY ALL IN ALL, MY LOVE AND I COULD NOT LIVE WITHOUT YOU

UNTIL ONE SWEET MOMENT, YOU CAME TO ME AND SAID YOU WERE SICK AND TIRED OF IT ALL. AT FIRST, I THOUGHT IT WAS A LONG JOKE BUT SLOWLY, WHEN I SAW THOSE TEARS FELL DOWN YOUR CHEEKS; I KNEW IT WAS TRUE. I WAS DOOMED; IT SPELLS OUT ALL THE TRUTH AND YOU WERE DEEPLY HURT INSIDE OF YOU. YOU COULD NOT LOOK INTO MY EYES STRAIGHTLY WHEN YOU SAID IT WAS OVER.

MY LIFE CHANGED FROM THAT VERY MOMENT, I JUST FOUND MYSELF ON BENDED KNEE BEGGING AND CRYING! I WAS TOTALLY AND COMPLETELY WEAK, I HAD TO BE STRONG FOR YOU BECAUSE AT YOUR WORST, I WAS THERE FOR YOU. UNTIL THE DAY HAS COME FOR US TO SAY GOODBYE, I KNEW IT BUT I COULDN’T  JUST ACCEPT IT, NO!. IF ONLY I KNEW, I WOULD HAVE HELD YOU LONGER AND NEVER LET GO OF YOU, I WOULD HOLD YOU TIGHTER. THE KISS, WHISPER AND EMBRACE, IT WAS THE LAST OF THEM, I CAN FEEL YOUR ARMS FALLING DOWN SLOWLY AND I KNOW YOU ARE GONE, FADED IN MEMORY. WE THOUGHT OUR LOVE WOULD LAST UNTIL THE END BUT IT WAS A SAD ENDING. IT IS THE GOD’S WILL

I KNOW YOU ARE HAPPY WHEREVER YOU ARE BUT HERE I AM, HURTING AND BROKEN HEARTED. THOSE LONG YEARS, ITS ALL GONE NOW, HOW CAN I FORGET? HOW CAN I START OVER ONCE AGAIN? I AM SORRY IF YOU SEE MY LIFE FALLING APART, I KNOW I CAN’T GET YOU BACK AND I WON’T BE SEEING YOU FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. IT BEEN MORE THAN A WHILE NOW.  THIS HAS BEEN THE LONGEST YEAR OF MY LIFE, THE MOST PAINFUL TIME I HAVE EVER HAD ALL ALONG.

THE SADNESS OF THE NIGHT BRINGS BACK THE DAYS WE HAD, THE TIME YOU LET GO TO ME AND THE MOMENT THAT I SURRENDERED YOU. EVEN SILENCE REMINDS ME OF ALL THE SORROWS, THE PAINS AND HOPELESSNESS. LET ME SUFFER IN SILENCE TILL I GET OVER YOU. SLOWLY, I CAN LET YOU GO AND I WILL BE ME AGAIN.I WILL BE KEEPING MY PROMISE, I WILL MOVE ON…. BUT YOU WILL ALWAYS BE A PART OF ME. HEAR ME SAY THIS ONE MORE TIME: “I HAVE FOUND THE ESSENCE OF MY LIFE, I HAVE DISCOVERED A WORLD THAT’S BEAUTIFUL BECAUSE OF YOU”

MY LOVE, MY MISERY, I AM LETTING GO OF YOU NOW, ITS TIME TO SET MYSELF FREE. THIS IS THE HARDEST THING I WILL DO BECAUSE I STILL LOVE YOU AND THIS LOVE, THIS IS ALL I HAVE

-GOOD-BYE


THE UNSEEN LOVE

So magical and divine,

but yet unseen, unfelt.

A heart-beat beating so aloud

Surrendering all to all

Yet, unfelt

 

It could take you farther and further

Beyond all rationality and logic

Lead your heart to the moment of stillness;

Calm, peaceful and yet proving

Love is only on the way

 

The unseen that is felt

The unfelt that is seen and

The known  that is, all embracing

A love with strings unseen and known

Romance embodied in the unseen Love

ANOTHER WOULD BE BREAK-UP

LIES, LIES AND DECEITS

THEY ARE NOT CERTAIN AGAIN: THE TRUTH

SOON, I AM GOING TO WALK THAT LANE

THAT HARD LANE AND PATH

THE PATH I HAVE DREADED

THE REALITY I HAVE AVOIDED

FOR SO LONG, SO LONG

SO THIS IS GOING TO END

SOONER OR LATER, LATER

ANOTHER BREAK UP ON THE WAY

THE SIGNS ARE GLARING

THERE ARE NO HOPES AGAIN

EVERYTHING WILL BE GONE SOON

I WILL STANDING ALONE IN THE RAIN

WISHING IT WAS YOU AND I ALONE

ANOTHER BREAK UP

ANOTHER SAD TORMENT AND PAINS

A BAG FULL OF FALSE PROMISES

SO, THIS IS HOW IT SHOULD BE!!!!