A SAD MEMORY: FROM A BROKEN HEART

 

WHEN YOU CAME INTO MY LIFE, I VOWED THAT I WOULD LOVE AND ADORE YOU ALWAYS, CHERISH AND LOVE YOU UNTIL THE END. I WOULD NEVER LEAVE YOU BECAUSE YOU WERE MY ALL IN ALL, MY LOVE AND I COULD NOT LIVE WITHOUT YOU

UNTIL ONE SWEET MOMENT, YOU CAME TO ME AND SAID YOU WERE SICK AND TIRED OF IT ALL. AT FIRST, I THOUGHT IT WAS A LONG JOKE BUT SLOWLY, WHEN I SAW THOSE TEARS FELL DOWN YOUR CHEEKS; I KNEW IT WAS TRUE. I WAS DOOMED; IT SPELLS OUT ALL THE TRUTH AND YOU WERE DEEPLY HURT INSIDE OF YOU. YOU COULD NOT LOOK INTO MY EYES STRAIGHTLY WHEN YOU SAID IT WAS OVER.

MY LIFE CHANGED FROM THAT VERY MOMENT, I JUST FOUND MYSELF ON BENDED KNEE BEGGING AND CRYING! I WAS TOTALLY AND COMPLETELY WEAK, I HAD TO BE STRONG FOR YOU BECAUSE AT YOUR WORST, I WAS THERE FOR YOU. UNTIL THE DAY HAS COME FOR US TO SAY GOODBYE, I KNEW IT BUT I COULDN’T  JUST ACCEPT IT, NO!. IF ONLY I KNEW, I WOULD HAVE HELD YOU LONGER AND NEVER LET GO OF YOU, I WOULD HOLD YOU TIGHTER. THE KISS, WHISPER AND EMBRACE, IT WAS THE LAST OF THEM, I CAN FEEL YOUR ARMS FALLING DOWN SLOWLY AND I KNOW YOU ARE GONE, FADED IN MEMORY. WE THOUGHT OUR LOVE WOULD LAST UNTIL THE END BUT IT WAS A SAD ENDING. IT IS THE GOD’S WILL

I KNOW YOU ARE HAPPY WHEREVER YOU ARE BUT HERE I AM, HURTING AND BROKEN HEARTED. THOSE LONG YEARS, ITS ALL GONE NOW, HOW CAN I FORGET? HOW CAN I START OVER ONCE AGAIN? I AM SORRY IF YOU SEE MY LIFE FALLING APART, I KNOW I CAN’T GET YOU BACK AND I WON’T BE SEEING YOU FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. IT BEEN MORE THAN A WHILE NOW.  THIS HAS BEEN THE LONGEST YEAR OF MY LIFE, THE MOST PAINFUL TIME I HAVE EVER HAD ALL ALONG.

THE SADNESS OF THE NIGHT BRINGS BACK THE DAYS WE HAD, THE TIME YOU LET GO TO ME AND THE MOMENT THAT I SURRENDERED YOU. EVEN SILENCE REMINDS ME OF ALL THE SORROWS, THE PAINS AND HOPELESSNESS. LET ME SUFFER IN SILENCE TILL I GET OVER YOU. SLOWLY, I CAN LET YOU GO AND I WILL BE ME AGAIN.I WILL BE KEEPING MY PROMISE, I WILL MOVE ON…. BUT YOU WILL ALWAYS BE A PART OF ME. HEAR ME SAY THIS ONE MORE TIME: “I HAVE FOUND THE ESSENCE OF MY LIFE, I HAVE DISCOVERED A WORLD THAT’S BEAUTIFUL BECAUSE OF YOU”

MY LOVE, MY MISERY, I AM LETTING GO OF YOU NOW, ITS TIME TO SET MYSELF FREE. THIS IS THE HARDEST THING I WILL DO BECAUSE I STILL LOVE YOU AND THIS LOVE, THIS IS ALL I HAVE

-GOOD-BYE